ain't nobody love you like i love you.
Dec. 27th, 2008 09:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pretty_cynicalI don't feel well at all today. I have horrible cramps like I've never had before, and so I'm pretty grumpy. I spent pretty much the entire day in bed reading Sammy's House with a heating pad over my belly. Because I spent the day in bed, I didn't get the memo that we were going to Church this afternoon. I had already been to Church twice this week, which is enough. And although I really don't like going to Church much these days, I really wasn't feeling well and really didn't want to go. Mommy told me we were going to Church this ten minutes before we were supposed to leave, and so I had to rush to change into some actual clothes (I was still in my pajamas at 4PM) and get ready to leave.
Since I was rushing, I didn't have a chance to change out of the low-cut top I decided to wear, and I forgot to lock up the house when I was leaving. Mommy was pretty pissed at me (although it's technically her fault, because she didn't remind me yesterday or this morning that we were going today so I wouldn't have to rush). And then she was making jokes with Graham&Monica like I wasn't even there, which pissed me off even more. Not even the re-run of the Beijing Olympics opening ceremony could cheer me up :(
This added to the fact that I got a Columbia College Chicago admissions packet in the mail yesterday and coming to the realization that there's this huge opportunity for me that's a program that's exactly the field I want to go into (Television Production/Writing) in a city that I absolutely love (Chicago), but I'm not allowed to take it. So I feel like even though I can't wait to transfer to Grand Valley next year, Columbia College is where I should (and really want to) be, and that just depresses me so much. I don't think I'll ever be able to get the thought that I could be in a program a lot more beneficial than what's at Grand Valley. It sucks.
I finally got around to watching the Mad Men pilot, but I'll talk about it tomorrow. Too much emo in this post.
Since I was rushing, I didn't have a chance to change out of the low-cut top I decided to wear, and I forgot to lock up the house when I was leaving. Mommy was pretty pissed at me (although it's technically her fault, because she didn't remind me yesterday or this morning that we were going today so I wouldn't have to rush). And then she was making jokes with Graham&Monica like I wasn't even there, which pissed me off even more. Not even the re-run of the Beijing Olympics opening ceremony could cheer me up :(
This added to the fact that I got a Columbia College Chicago admissions packet in the mail yesterday and coming to the realization that there's this huge opportunity for me that's a program that's exactly the field I want to go into (Television Production/Writing) in a city that I absolutely love (Chicago), but I'm not allowed to take it. So I feel like even though I can't wait to transfer to Grand Valley next year, Columbia College is where I should (and really want to) be, and that just depresses me so much. I don't think I'll ever be able to get the thought that I could be in a program a lot more beneficial than what's at Grand Valley. It sucks.
I finally got around to watching the Mad Men pilot, but I'll talk about it tomorrow. Too much emo in this post.
