pretty_cynical | i don't know what to do.

I've been lying awake the past few nights worrying about college. Not this year, which I'm really confident and excited about, but next year. I'm really nervous about transferring, and that it won't work out. I found out I can't obtain a BA because I won't be taking Spanish at all during college. I'd really like a BA (because it just makes more sense when majoring in something art-related), and even tried to re-plan my schedule so I could take Spanish, but it didn't work out because a) I hated taking Spanish in high school and don't want to endure it again at a faster pace that I can't handle; and b) there's no way I can take 3 semesters' worth of Spanish in 1 year. So have to settle for a BS, which isn't as impressive. I'm so unhappy about that.

Then there's the issue of my prospective major. I really want to work in television (especially writing&producing), so I decided to major in Film&Video Production. But that deals more with making movies, which really isn't what I want to do. Plus the major is pretty difficult to get into, and I'm worried I won't get it because I'm a transfer student. So I'm reconsidering my choice, and am thinking about majoring in Broadcasting. It's more news-related, but it's television nonetheless. So.

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO.